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'Cause you said, said she was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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Wen Qing:D |
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Circumstances
Monday, January 18, 2010, 6:15 AM
Ive had 20 minutes of my life to myself by the playground of a place I once knew about 2 days back. Walking towards the place I had spent the first 10 years of my life, it was as if bits of memories were coming into place altogether. The carpark banner which used to look unreachable was now within the stretch of my arm, the minimart where i'd be satisfied with a mentos or two was now replaced by a clinic, the bushes next to the carpark where my brother and I used to catch spiders with namecard boxes, the grass patch we used to think was a field, the little rock wall in the playground I used to be afraid of until I saw how large the actual one was, the steps that always seemed too high for me and when I looked down at myself, I saw the pair of hands that used to grab onto daddy's big hands whenever I was afraid. Ive outgrown the little pleasures I used to adore, Ive outgrown the simple life, my childhood. It always seemed to me that childhood was a rendezvous for me and my fatigued soul each time. It was my escapade but now it won't work for me anymore. Ive changed according to my circumstances but why do I still feel so weak sometimes? |
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