'Cause you said, said she was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love

Wen Qing:D
Temasek Secondary
Peer Support Leader:P
3/8 iz da bombz!

I am..... gullible, fun, idiotic, irritating, passionate, lazy, wacky, warm, emotional, weird, nothing, something, anything, everything.
In love and crazy.

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009, 8:00 AM


Today I wasn't in a very good mood but I hope tmr will be better :)

Somehow I hope that the people I hope will read this will read this. (Sounds confusing haha)

Did you guys think that your behaviour today was appropriate? It was your first meeting, I tried my best not to get angry. Throughout this entire year Ive been chairing the meetings, this was the first time I feel so hopeless and pissed. Chatting amongst yourselves, giving worthless opinions, not even listening to me. This meeting was an extremely important meeting, to set things straight for the next year and yet you guys did not even feel the importance of this. Projteens is at stake, PSL is at stake, the entire Sec 1 is at stake (regarding the lesson issue) and the entire community may be at stake (regarding the new event). This affects us, directly. And you seem so nonchalant about it. I did not reprimand you guys, in hopes you will notice that the situation now has changed. You are now PSLs, even though not invested, but this is your first official meeting. But you just carried on as if you were participants of an event, only having fun.

"This was the best line you said in 2 hours, it was so boring." Did you expect that a meeting would be about blowing balloons and playing with party poppers? Sorry, if that was your concept. I tried to add a little humour here and there, but you guys were just too absorbed in your private conversations. I really reached my limits when I heard your suggestions. Really. I merely brought myself back in time before exploding because I had to tell myself this was only the first meeting. I did not want to leave a bad impression of Projteens especially when this wasn't the entirely desirable committee to all of you. Let me tell you, Projteens are super bonded within and we had lots of fun times together. It's just that you don't see it. Harshful, but this is the fact, since you're already in, commit.

I really didn't want to spoil the mood about having comm lunch and everything, but all of you really got me boiling. You may think of it as a small issue, but it's the kind of uneasiness that Im feeling. I dont wanna step down leaving you guys as a playful and non-achieving committee. I want to make a change. It's okay to have fun, but when it's time to get serious, you have to. You may see me goofing around, but I absolutely hate it when you think Im joking when Im getting serious. You may not be seeing me around next year, but please, give the due respect to the person chairing the meeting.

I hope to see a change in the next meeting. Really. I was so disappointed but I'll not let it affect my perspective that you guys have the potential to excel in Projteens.