'Cause you said, said she was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
Wen Qing:D
Temasek Secondary
Peer Support Leader:P
3/8 iz da bombz!
I am..... gullible, fun, idiotic, irritating, passionate, lazy, wacky, warm, emotional, weird, nothing, something, anything, everything.
In love and crazy.
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Alefiyah Alison Curie Crystal Deborah Dessy Dewey Faith Felicia Grace Guowei Heejay Hehan Hidaya Jane Jason Jiaxin Jingjie Jinhow Jolene Jomin Judea Judith Katie Luoyi Melissa Melody Michelle.W Qiurong Raihanah Ruimin Saiybah Samantha Shermaine Shimin Shiuwen Shuqi Sihui Tamelia Tecksoon Tiffany Ziying
Alefiyah Alison Curie Crystal Deborah Dessy Dewey Faith Felicia Grace Guowei Heejay Hehan Hidaya Jane Jason Jiaxin Jingjie Jinhow Jolene Jomin Judea Judith Katie Luoyi Melissa Melody Michelle.W Qiurong Raihanah Ruimin Saiybah Samantha Shermaine Shimin Shiuwen Shuqi Sihui Tamelia Tecksoon Tiffany Ziying
Just the beginning
Wednesday, August 12, 2009, 6:31 AM
The talk with Mr Oh was fruitful. In that short (Ok not short) 45 - 50 minutes, Ive learned many things, and realised many aspects of my life in particular that Ive never looked into before.I realised how dissatisfying my life is. It's sad, really.
So many questions left unanswered, yet I did not realise the existence of these little queries that is seemingly stopping me from being the best I can be.
I wonder to myself, are my decisions right? Maybe I should start being selfish.... I dont know. I feel like, Im not fighting for myself enough.
Something that was brought up today, dragged me to think. Think about how souless my life has been, how incomplete.... I tried telling myself what I believed in all along was right, but I was just flatly trying to make myself feel better.
Ive been searching all my 15 years of life, yes I do know its importance yet somehow there's this barrier in my mind, in my heart, in me that is stopping me. Is this what I really want? Thats the question Ive been asking myself all along. But Ive never been able to confidently answer myself.
Is this even a trust issue? I dont know.
I realised this is not a good option for posting all these, so I'll continue my thoughts elsewhere. Life's more than just a Shakespeare play of romance and nature. And maybe this is just the beginning of it all.
Anyways, Hideout 2 with the girls was fun fun fun! :D Too long since we've gathered altogether for lunch after school. Still, really apologise for taking so long! Sorrrrryyyyyy. Daily dose of entertainment~ Heh heh.