'Cause you said, said she was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
Wen Qing:D
Temasek Secondary
Peer Support Leader:P
3/8 iz da bombz!
I am..... gullible, fun, idiotic, irritating, passionate, lazy, wacky, warm, emotional, weird, nothing, something, anything, everything.
In love and crazy.
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2/1 '08
3/8 '09
TMSCO
Alefiyah Alison Curie Crystal Deborah Dessy Dewey Faith Felicia Grace Guowei Heejay Hehan Hidaya Jane Jason Jiaxin Jingjie Jinhow Jolene Jomin Judea Judith Katie Luoyi Melissa Melody Michelle.W Qiurong Raihanah Ruimin Saiybah Samantha Shermaine Shimin Shiuwen Shuqi Sihui Tamelia Tecksoon Tiffany Ziying
Alefiyah Alison Curie Crystal Deborah Dessy Dewey Faith Felicia Grace Guowei Heejay Hehan Hidaya Jane Jason Jiaxin Jingjie Jinhow Jolene Jomin Judea Judith Katie Luoyi Melissa Melody Michelle.W Qiurong Raihanah Ruimin Saiybah Samantha Shermaine Shimin Shiuwen Shuqi Sihui Tamelia Tecksoon Tiffany Ziying
HeritageFest '09
Saturday, July 25, 2009, 6:52 AM
It sucked. I dont get what's the point of squeezing 40 or so people onto a freaking small stage with bulky instruments, introducing us as a school which obtained Gold w Honours when we can't even produce a quality that good. And just like that, we're in the eyes of the huge public, namely the people who patronize Singapore's Largest Shopping Mall. A GwH standard huh. There was practically no place to even move my bow during Fenyong. And I already kept poking the alumni (Sorry!!!) and still there's no sound produced. And you expect Cello to play loudly. You expected 3 cellos, even with 2 there isn't any space. Then came our melody. You think there would be a miracle where we can start floating and find space to play ever-so melodiously?I was seriously very very very pissed off, most of you could tell from my expression. As performers, as musicians, my expectations of myself isn't much. I just want to present nice, soothing music to the audience. Whoever who would stop in their footsteps to take a breather and listen to our music, would most definitely have wanted to listen to something that was music. What we produced today? Barely sound.
I'm pissed because I'm disappointed in myself as a musician, a performer on that stage with the incapabilities to bring across my passion in good music.
I'm pissed because, why take everything into your hands when you know it is not gonna work out? Is it because you know you will not be the one guilty not being able to provide musical entertainment to the public? Publicity, publicity. Thanks for trying to help us gain recognition by accepting all these offers. I was pretty hoo-ha over this Vivo perf, thinking it'd be cool. But not being able to get a stage wide enough for 40-odd people (WITH THEIR INSTRUMENTS), even after cutting our orchestra by half? No that's not working.
I dont know I was just pretty turned off by this whole event thing although it was said to be a "success" during debrief. In my opinion, it definitely was not. Maybe we were lucky and it was appropriate enough for no one in the audience to be musically inclined. And maybe we were lucky we had many Temasekians (Like the PSLs :]) there to scream and cheer even though we sucked.
Maybe people didn't think it sounded that bad. But in my opinion, it was definitely screwed.
Ok Im so happy I get to blast everything out.
On a side note, my diet's going pretty well. Gonna carry on like this, and measure my weight at the end of next week. Hopefully I've managed to shake off some pounds :D
I realised, as days pass, I'm needing you more and more. But still, Im happy enough to get that short glimpse at you today :)
I love you!