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'Cause you said, said she was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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If it kills me
Saturday, March 28, 2009, 4:31 AM
What the hell is coming to this worldSo much hypocrisy, controversies and worstly bitching I know I'm in no position to say all this shit but don't deprive me of my only way to try and wake people up Even Mom says if I want to see change, (because I have been ranting to her that I'm worried about SYF), she says I have to do something to motivate the rest From my point of view, both parties have wrong One: Huge problem of thinking too much and imagining all the worst of others Other: Overlooked some efforts But it's just the way of expression I don't know, why it can turn out like this I've heard something worse happening today again Less than a month to SYF; is this going to be the Bronze or even COP factor? When are we ever going to start playing like a whole orchestra? Why are we falling apart, this huge family once so bonded? Where is the area of hatred; What is the bloody problem; How do we improve if we do not reflect on ourselves? (If you realise there is no Who because like I've said, everyone has a part to play) I don't give a damn if youre thinking I'm trying to act like I'm so fair and square and whatever but this is my innermost thoughts and due to all of your overbearing natures I know you will imagine the worst of me. At least I didn't name people, and I didn't bitch. Hopefully everyone reflects on this. I really dont want to see CO fail and fall apart, esp when I'm still part of this so-called family we once knew. So many people have talked to us, alumnis that inspired us with their passion for music and TMSCO and even teachers and our instructors, don't you think it's at least worth to just work it out for the sake of their faith in us? Seriously people, no matter who it concerns or whoever it may concern in future, don't bring personal emotions to CO. Do it for CO. Whether it is for SYF or not, do it for the sake of music. I mean, I do believe everyone that is in CO loves music, which is the very reason we joined this CCA in the first place. Otherwise we could have chosen an easier way out, like Infocomm or Enterprise or anything to that extent. Tolerance, people, tolerance. I know everyone has a limit. I reached mine a few days back. But I brought myself back. Tolerate, forgive, forget. (Even if you can't forgive, at least forget) For the sake of CO. Okay? (It's just less than a month more, at least tolerate till then) I have so much more to say but I guess it's not up to just me. It's about us. Ok shitz I sound like some preacher. Damn. |
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