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'Cause you said, said she was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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Wen Qing:D |
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Thoughts.
Sunday, December 7, 2008, 8:30 AM
Idk. I just need to shout it all out.........My mind's a total blank as I type all these so whatever I say may not even make sense la huh. I really dont know, I think i ttm nowadays. Everyday think, think, think. Supposed to have fun today, but I ended up spending a whole chunk of time thinking. My head feels so heavy, I feel so suffocated, self-creating stress is such a big problem. Serious. I dont understand why I'm creating so much unnecessary stress for myself, when I know I cannot take it. Total mood killer. I just keep thinking, and pondering. Like a gazillion things run through my mind every single second, I wonder also, do I actually have so many things to think about? I think it's all the problems left unsolved that cant leave my mind at all. Day after day I see myself shrinking (not in size la, its not literal cos i'm DEF enlarging haha), and I seem so blur sometimes (not that I'm not la). All of a sudden my mind just drifts off on its own and thinks and totally makes me seem like some emo shiz. I dont like emo, ew. But have to admit, stressed up like crazy.................... I only know the cause of part of the stress, the rest idk. But well, went to Sam's house this morning and managed to catch up quite a bit with her. Offie is so cute! Esp after grooming. His fur is so nice to feel haha, but crappy he keeps biting my ring and my mobile, hurhur. Aaaaandd Bolt is a really cute show esp if you like dogs haha. The part where Bolt acted cute for food was so adorable! Haha. And it carries some emotional parts in it too, ok I admit I cried. (Not the booooohoooooo type la -_-) Slacked off in TM, wasted time, thought more, then went on to Delaloye's house.... so darn hard to find his house haha. Slacked more, talked to Walker quite a lot. Hahaha. Stupid curfew, made me seem like some baby haha. Felt so touched when so many people actually walked me the baby out :))))))) Love you all! Sorry for this post being so wordy, I'm really lazy to find a picture to make it less boring, and definitely lazier to summarise everything. I'm so losoh sometimes la. Haha. And the people I hung out with today, sorry if I was such a moodkiller with my blank face and stuff........ I really dont know what happened to me today. Really sorryyyyyy, I'll make it up with crab dance soon hehe :D On a lighter note, MOM BOUGHT ME A SANTA HAT HAHA TOTALLY CHEERED ME UP MAN :D I'm so gonna wear it for Christmas, maybe even on Tuesday HAHA Love ya mom :D Thank you soooooooooooooooo much :P Thanks, and I want you to know I love you:) |
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