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'Cause you said, said she was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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The criticism of the world, and appearing to be insane..
Monday, January 21, 2008, 8:57 PM
Rest assured Samantha, I'm not gna steal Jaejoong from you, haha. I just feel so stressed out and pressurised. I feel that childhood's not childhood anymre. I need a break, a good break. Y'see, I was supposed to be resting at home today because my legs and arms were friggin' weak. I couldn't even clench my fist this morning. (Not trying to gain sympathy though, because I'm much, much better right now) But no, I had to do work. Because of my shitting and vomitting last night, the homewrk got delayed a little. And I had to do them today. Great resting man. :/ Then I realised, thre was th homec FILA chart to be done. So, I just completed it with a whole load of crapshit. I printed it out, because I'm lazy to write it down now. I will write it down later though. :/ Later on, I have to complete my summary for th vocab and compre book. Oh, and I heard tht th math test tday was supposed to be 50mintues but th teacher gave only 30minutes, and Zhanxuan was fed-up like shit. Hahha :D News from: Samantha Hahha. Hope thre aren't much homewrk tday, otherwise how am I gna complete them tmr when thre's CO.. Th stress and pressure of a 13-going-on-14-year-old kid.. In this fast paced society, is thre really no one like me? I feel like, evryone's treating me like a clown. Someone who can only make them laugh, someone's whose purpose to be thre is to make people laugh.. I have a life too! I get emotional too! I'm not wht you guys think alrightt. Am I just worthy of being a clown and nothing else? Just fool around all day, joke around and make people laugh? When I get serious, people think I'm joking. Why? I make you guys laugh to cheer you guys up.. But thn, when I get serious, you guys have to respect me too right.. I'm a human, not some robotic clown who does whtevr you tell me to do when you press "GO". I'm not a clown.. I'm not a clown! I'M.NOT.A.CLOWN. Perhaps it's time I should stop joking around................. ----- I put my dreams on the first train, Running through the fog of the dawn, I load my heart on it and leave this place, Far, far from you. When I think of you getting further away, There are memories that soak my heart. For someone I had to inevitably forget.. Why do you make me this sad? If it were a love that couldn't happen, I'll be the first one to leave. Times that felt like dreams, The short happiness, I'm sure I'll remember. Nolstagic fondness, Nolstagic regrets, I'll forget them all. ----- Super Junior T - Chutcha (First train) Original song by Bang Shil Ee. -----
PS: Sorry for my blabbing at th front part of th post.. I just felt.. weird. :/ |
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